I LOVE HIM.
I love him.
I can't tell you how much I love him.
I,
Goldsmith of words,
Who has found a thousand ways to tell
A thousand facets of a thousand fictional loves,
Find my skills lacking in this one real respect.
Words are inadequate tools.
My hard-practised skills are worthless.
Poetry and prose are barely even shadows of this thing.
Selfless.
Compassionate.
Strong.
Kind.
What base, awkward ways I have to describe him!
Words are so hollow,
Meaningless in comparison to him.
I insult him to use them.
He is more lovely than you can imagine.
Even if you saw him,you would not believe it.
Your eyes could not take it in
Your brain could not compute. Only God and I can fully appreciate his shining self.
How can anyone describe something like that?
I love him beyond explanation.
I love him beyond love.
Whatever love you can imagine,
Whatever love has ever
Been felt or sung or written or lived,
I love him more.
Find the deepest feeling
And know that mine is deeper.
Find the greatest feeling
And know that mine is greater.
It outspans eternity,
It makes the whole of the Universe look like a tiny grain of dust.
I love him.
Evelyn
10th May 2009